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I hate Michael Jackson

I slept late in the night and forgot to switch off the TV. As I woke up in the morning my eyes were directly in line with the TV screen on which was a banner head-line “Michael Jackson is Dead”. I thought I must be dreaming and started wondering why the hell I would be dreaming that Michael Jackson is dead. It took me a while to figure out that what I was watching is real and not a dream.

Back in the times when I was in college in Vijayawada, a friend of mine took me to a video parlour to show Michael Jackson’s Thriller. Being constantly fed on a staple diet of Telugu and Hindi songs I was startled to see the unimaginably high standards of picturisation, choreography and above all I was awe-struck by the sheer personality of Michael Jackson. I walked out of the parlour in a daze thinking that he cannot be a real person and he has to be some fantasy form who somehow has taken a human shape. Over the years I saw his various other videos all of which constantly created a higher bench mark than each. In the film industry whenever me and even my other colleagues discuss a song picturisation we invariably used to and even now fall back for inspiration or to copy from his videos.

It was not only his dancing or his singing or even his music, but the sheer power of his presence and the aura around him is what swept me away. I attended his concert in Mumbai along with Sanjay Dutt and Salman Khan while I was making Daud. On stage Michael Jackson looked like some being who has come from some other world in outer space as a favour to entertain us for a little while. I never cared or thought about the scandals that surrounded him as what he has done to me and my senses far out weighed anything else he might have done and like I said, for me in my mind he was like a creation of God or whatever that thing which creates when in a very special mood as a very very special gift to mankind.

I hate Michael Jackson.

I hate him for dying and making me realize that he is finally only a human being.

I hate that he too has to breathe to live.

I hate that he too has a heart which can stop like anybody else’s.

I hate that I lived to see a scroll on CNN “Michael Jackson’s body sent to Mortuary”.

I truly truly hate Michael Jackson for becoming a grim reality from a fantastic fantasy.

I love you Michael wherever you are… and I will always love you.



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186 Responses to “I hate Michael Jackson”

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  1. 186
    sammirevelly.. Says:

    ramu i lov u i lov u until u share air vit me…..aftr tht i hate u tooooo…..

  2. 185
    Pamula Ganesh Kumar Says:

    i hate who died.
    i hate who lived as a man
    i hate who had eyes, skin, nose, ears, mouth.
    who was the creator of dance and voice.
    it was bad
    who was thrilled and invicible.

    he was the hero
    when everyone was there.
    he is the king
    when all come to near as a slaves
    no one comes to fill his destiny.
    who is the man of all .

    who never dies who lives in everyone’s heart.
    he is the master of jazz.
    he is the meastro of pop
    he is the god of dance
    who is the creator of break dance.
    jakson is a father of rock
    who is a son of music.

    the day evreyone drops their tear
    for who is most wanted,trusted,beleived,facinated and addicted.
    he was in controversy of course who had kind heart.
    michael jackson………..the name is over for westren music to know everyone.

    he was american
    which was fact
    who was born for entertain the world.
    he went on to climb all steps in his child age.
    he was a great looser in the world
    who is in always everyone’s heart.
    he was loved by people and at the sametime time.
    when he steps the path or dias
    every where must be rock.
    he was the inspiration of all rockstars of the world.
    who is a great artiste.

  3. 184
    sakhi Says:

    miru messege matrame chestarani antaru atleast message cheyandii nenikkada number display cheyalenu so pls mail me on sakhishankar@gmail.com pls sir

  4. 183
    sakhi Says:

    sir naku mirante ishtam inthakante words levu miru fans tho matladatharo ledo teliyadu kani naku mitho matladalani undi naku call okasari cheyagalara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mi movies konne chusanu kani mi attitude naku nachchindi ante anduke matladalani anukuntunnanu miru reply isthe ne number pampiasta pls don ignore pls

  5. 182
    desperado Says:

    SIR

    MAKE A MOVIE WITH COWBOYS’ CONCEPT SIR…..I WANT TO SEE IT IN YOUR DIRECTION

  6. 181
    sexycream21 Says:

    innocent want proof heres your proof

    THERES A WOMEN THAT STAYED THE NIGHT AT NEVERLAND SHE SAID THE

    BOYS BEGGED TO SLEEP IN THE ROOM WITH HIM AFTER MAKING FALSE

    CLAIMS AGAINST MICHAEL THE SAME BOYS BEGGED AND PLEADED TO SLEEP

    IN MICHAEL’S ROOM WHEN HE WAS NOT THERE RIGHT AFTER SAYING THAT

    HE MOLESTED THEM I DONT KNOW ABOUT YALL BUT THAT DOESN’T SOUND

    RIGHT TO ME SHE EVEN WROTE THEM A LETTER SAYING THAT AFTER

    MICHAEL HELPED THEM AND BECAME FRIENDS THEY TURN RIGHT AROUND AND

    STABBED HIM IN THE BACK WITH LIES FOR MONEY AND I FOR ONE KNOW

    THAT ITS NOT MICHAEL’S FOUGHT IF THEY HAD BEEN POOR HE IS

    GENEROUS HE WOULD HAVE GAVE THEM MONEY BUT THE WAY THEY WENT TO

    GET GET IT WAS WRONG I WOULD NEVER TREAT A FRIEND LIKE THAT THOSE

    LIER’S Discuss Me

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcXi3HHTIOY&feature=related

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcXi3HHTIOY&feature=related

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3lVUvOLdg50&feature=related

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlaVZw5h6YE&feature=related

    http://mjjdreamworld.yuku.com/topic/629?page=2

    http://mjjdreamworld.yuku.com/topic/629?page=3

    listen to MJ he clearly says that he let them have the bed and

    slept on the floor and theres nothing wrong with that

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQwY4ll1Kfc

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpA0r0Lz2zc&feature=related

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlaVZw5h6YE&feature=related

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LpQo4yWdaso&feature=related

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=084VrfNpZJU&feature=related

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_0zxCCGQ6Y

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mX0ItcAIeIY&feature=related

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